am I jealous?

broken up in the middle of the night
a text message that contained all my fright
I sure did cry and I have to admit
as all our friends say we were a perfect fit

but you don't agree with me
you're probably just too young
no surprise though, I'm too old in my mind
but for once I'm singing the last song

my poetry, you have to accept that
they're more than a scribble in my life
they contain a broken heart and I'm sad
that you could've saved me
in a world I have trouble to survive

am I jealous? please, I'm doing swell
of all the mistakes you're going to make
yet once I fell for them as well
but jealousy is not a point where I brake

I'll live on, so will you
our struggling on will get us through
but it's not "us" that will be struggling
it's not my future that's worth chuckling
it's the way you'll end up in difference